I can't imagine how he's feeling now.Coz,I think,music is about letting out stuff you can't let out any other way.Then to have the one way ****ed up.That has tobe ****ed up.Maybe when we all die and go to heaven(most of you tho will go to hell :D),he'll be able to play what he would be playing now.
So you didn't know.I'm a bit spiritual.