I totally understand where you are coming from and i dont blame you, because most people dont believe me anyways, but its actually true.

I handle all this because:

I dont work or go to school, which means i have lots of free time. I am an insomniac, so i am lucky to get 5 or 6 hours any night, which is very stressful, but i am used to it, because i have been having little amounts of sleep for years, and have handled it.

Also, i have extreme clinical depression, and those are the doctors actual words, so i am kind of a shut in, and the only reasons i go out at all, is because my friends make me. I do have fun when i go out, but it takes some convincing.

Of course this isnt the way it is, every day, all the time, no matter what. This is most days, not all days, so maybe 5 or 6 days of the week this will be my schedule.

If you still dont believe me, then i cant do anything about it, so no worries.

peace, love and happiness.


jesse sutton.