Maybe subconsciously he wants us to know that he is KirkHammet, and that's why K.H. writes in the same strange manner as josh. Josh if you don't want to come clean then fine, it doesn't matter to me, but I'd respect you more for it.

Now if you started this thread as some kind of way of getting sympathy (did you think we'd all post, "**** you KirkHammet josh is our God!"?) you're not going to get it, not from me at least. This is just another example of how you pollute the forum. Just please try to tone things down a bit in the future!