yo dude i feel you on that,i haven't and i'm never gonna smoke,drink or do drugs, that's just a vow i made with god a year ago when some stuff happened to me that involved a family member and that really put my mind where it needed to be. but i totally feel you, i know also what's it's like to be effed up physically.
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And that's the bottomline............
"Take my hand boss"